Nostalgia!

u wanna play this game honey??

2010-10-12T02:54:00.008+08:00

honey u really wana play this game? just so u know, im soo on. make damn sure u wun regret this decision? cuz i can be downright blunt and i can assure a deep wound, and u'd prolly hate and detest me for life. oh yes, im very VERY capable of that. so tell me is this wad u wish for? cuz u dun mess with me, thats for sure.

shallow-minded douche. GROW UP!

2010-07-16T01:55:00.003+08:00

just got off a chatroom with a "fren", 24, but a mind of a elementary school GIRL. and mind u, he's a dude!

marriage, is NOT a freakin bed of roses. and just because everyone else ard you is gettin hitched/ attached, doesnt mean u have to follow suit for crying out loud! if everyone ard u attempts suicide, are u gonna do so??? c'mon! gimme a break!

a guy, who just graduated, not even a stable job, or a proper income, has soo much more he's yet to accomplish in life, wants to settle down by the age of 25, just because the PASTOR got married at that age??? OH MY FREAKIN GOD! GROW UP ALR??? THE PASTOR AINT FREAKIN PLAYING SIMON SAYS MAN!! thats real shallow thinking. now u know why i said he has a mind of a elementary school girl??? FAIRYTALE, THATS WHY! its UNREALISTIC!

here's the thing DUDE. u want the ladies, GET A FUCKIN JOB! u cant work full time in a RETAIL outlet and said u have savings. C'MON! how much can u SAVE from that??? and if u wana talk about settling down, MAKE DAMN SURE U'RE CUT FOR IT! if not, jus STFU! seriously. i pity, the person he's gonna marry, and HIS FUTURE KIDS.

DISC?

2010-04-16T10:25:00.002+08:00

pretty even blend of all four DISC styles : D, I, S, C.

can prolly relate pretty well to all of the behavioural styles, but not completely with any one of them. fairly even blend of all four styles.

a level style is awesome. means u have great flexibility in approaching situations and in working with people. you prolly find it fairly easy to adjust to fit any ones style. although u may struggle to understand why other people are so rigid or inflexible in their approaches.

your flexibility is great. rem though, that sometimes u need to stand firm rather than "go with the flow". - disc-personality-testing.com

woooh. kinda true. (((:

OHFMLSERIOUSLY.

2010-04-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

screwed is THE word. cant believe it. life's sucha misery. good for wad? nth. seriously fucked up. i thought things'd take a turn for the better, but seems like.. no. its not. im nowhere near better. good in dance. FAR FROM IT. and everyone knows that. studies? oh gimme a break. results're bad as hell. confidence? not a glimpse. dun see no light at all. apparently im deep deep deeeep down in some cave/ dungeon. fuck. like a jack of all trades.. and then i say ive a couple of things in mind. either 1. work as an agent, save up and head on to aussie to further me studies. or 2. try the SIA. but then.. with the given knowledge and wits and confidence, how do i actually get these to come to pass. a fren of mine whom i chat via sms/msn... even knows all me bad traits. and cant even name anything good bout me. except that im tall, and THATS NOT EVEN A TRAIT TO BEGIN WITH. fml. seriously. i mean jus tink bout it. that person's not even a close fren, and yet... all that came out were BAD traits.. simply.. terrible and fucked up. another fren even says that im like a 20-yr-old.. -.- and im soo bad at expressin myself except tantrums.. walao. ))): i hate being me. hate hate hateee myself. fuck life.

time

2010-01-25T16:47:00.004+08:00

a yr's passed by so quickly. its 2010 alr, and its comin to the end of jan. very soon i'll be graduatin and startin work. im hopin i'll be able to further me studies overseas.

anws, went to the dentist bout a week ago, and WOOO. im takin me braces off in may! (((: so excited! and ive only worn it for a yr plus. less than the stated 1.5yrs! dr tang mentioned me progress's really fast and he din have to do much to my teeth to get them in shape, given the positionin of my teeth previously. ((: man, am i glad.

also in may, am gng HK with mommy! oh yes! finally, holiday aft bein stuck here in sg for the last 6mths! arghhh! and to aussie in dec!! cant wait!

it's christmas!

2009-12-27T22:31:00.008+08:00

xmas was a time well spent. with lotsa parties and late nights with frens, catchin up and havin so much fun. (: from one fren's place to another.. t'was jus GREAT! kel's, evelyn's, glenn's, charm's bday, ty's bday, and sherlock holmes at vivo on boxin day, even went onboard a ship! anws, glenn's place was AWESOMEXZXZXZ. along sophia road, jus behind the cathay and p centre... 2 storey apartment, with a balcony with a "bridge" leadin to a sheltered "hide out" place amidst mother nature. W-O-W. one of the nicest place ive been.. and his mom, DAMN, is she cool.. know how some girls'd wear their hair short, dress in a pair of jeans paired with a tank or spaghetti? THATS how his mom looked like, AND we mistook her for a FREN OF HIS! amazing! yeap, its hard to picture.. but she really dun look her age! and she's slim, i swear! hippiest mom ard ever! coolest place ever, even the carpark lot's hella cool. from the outside, it looks like jus one parkin space. but take a closer look, u'll realise, there're "teeth-like" tracks at the sides, and u could actually lever the "parkin lot"... if u get wad i mean. rich kids!

anways some pics...

here's with jamie

with anisa

with hector

long time fren since POS days, jk47. LOL aka jacky

chan mali chan, alicia

dory

pretty ROS LEILA

my cute lil arisa!!

gorgeous babe, sharifah!!

presenting... MYS!

my lesb partner, sharon!

lesb partner again, onboard "titanic" HAHA.

not forgettin jess's bday celebration... that she's not aware of..

the mons, with a few others missin..

nazurah darling!!! ilu babe!
sherlock holmes and post xmas get tgt.
found this.. out drinkin at youth park.. ((:

updates of the past mth.

2009-11-19T15:30:00.006+08:00

wow.. a reeeeeally long time since i updated my blog! here're some updates. durin the past mth.. was busy with the big 2-1 celebration. t'was a blast and i'd like to thank all who turned up, all the wishes and pressies. (: definately was an unforgettable one! with me gettin dunked 3 - 4 times over and over. LOL. and a big shoutout to mommy and daddy dearest for all they've prepared and done!! ((: love u guys! shall upload the pics when i get home.

november... kel's bday was also a blast! with foam and all sorta yummy food prepared by charmaine! with choc fondue, scallops with baby carrots, potato salad, baked lasagne.. totally delicious! venue was a bomb! at sentosa resort.. the one jus behind cafe del mar. woots. the view was jus awesome. took lotsa pics, but HUIWEN'S beloved TIM hasnt uploaded them!! -.- wads takin him so long?!? aft the party, 3 of us headed to wine bar. drank a couple and home sweet home. anyways kel, if u're readin this.. idk how many zillion times ive mentioned, but ur party was awesome, and u did a great job as a host! managed to entertain us all. ((: so dun worry that we din enjoy.. cuz we REALLY DID! and look, we're all gettin along!

wed, 12th nov.. kel, des, and auggy celebrated their bdays at mambo! and lemme further introduce them.. kel and desiree're sisters and they're 6 yrs apart.. augustine's kel's beloved other half.. AND, they 3 share the same bday!! how amazing, huh huh!! u know u have to agree with me! mambo was FUN! its sooo unlike attica. they've like choreographies for each song! unlike that of rnb and all the other genres played in typical clubs! and of cuz, i must say, the ppl're really fun too. as in the ppl we hung out with!

with jus days to the competition.. we were out early last sat for dance prac in school. almost everyone was late. and i thought i was the latest. t'was prac til bout 5plus.. rushed down to town to catch SYDC in action outside ngee ann city. but were 5min too late.. we din get to watch at all. but they've posted vids of the perf on facebook.. and they did great! phototaking the entire day! love it love it! dion borrowed dslr from the school.. and was the camera man for the day! went to various places, took many crazy shots. hung out late, got drinks, drank, got drunk.. took crazy MV's with gina's cam.. one crazy night. (: but am lovin it.

finally! the competition's this sat! 2 days! i cant wait! and woots. im so damn happy with the venue, cuz its jus a 5 min walk from my place!! if only all competitions were held there. then WOOHOOO! alrite shall end here.

2009-10-23T16:12:00.002+08:00

the school's network for utube's really slow. the loadin time takes forever!
there's jus so many shows to watch. "how i met your mother", "the vampire diaries", "gossip girl"! fyp's really borin. im like facebookin and webhopping the whole time, gng for countless breaks, takin a nap, readin my book.. wadever u name it.

anyways, was blog hopping, came across one, and gosh i really admire that one's abilities! having juggling work, school and everything else single-handedly. much kudos to him/her! really admire his/her effort, patience, tolerance for being able to pull thru so much! if only my tolerance level were that high, i could do so much more stuff than jus sittin my ass ard.. bummin and not doin anything fruitful. once i turn 21.. am hopin to be able to join in the property line. least there's sth meaningful for me to do.

later today's FB's gathering! it's been so long since we last met the rest of the ppl. grand seniors and great great great grand seniors and all. woots. tmr's the big day! keepin fingers crossed that everything goes well. jus wan everyone to have fun and be happy! and im turnin a yr older in a few days time!! gosh! cant believe it!

hooked on to Gossip Girl.

2009-10-17T04:03:00.002+08:00

yes, call me slow, GG was so yesteryear. but hey. im not a huge fan of chick flicks, romancey romancey stuff.. (then again, it doesnt mean i dun like it). so yeah, i din catch GG when it was airing, until recently.. had been wonderin why the HUGE hoohaa over a show? how NICE can it be. and then... i was hooked. DAMN it was nice. i finished the whole of seasons 1 and 2 in jus days. yes. i literally spent days indoors, WATCHIN GG. even before i head out, i HAD to finish an episode before leavin the house. and DEAR ME! CHUCK's SUCHA DARLING! he and blair're like the sweetest couple on the face of the earth! (yes i know its jus a show, but to me, they exist!) i know i sound totally fanatic. but its jus TOO DAMN GOOD. and the best part is, guys watch it as well! and to say the least, im SHOCKED and surprised. even guys watch Gossip Girl, its definately a show worth watchin. (((:

alrite.. til then, im off to watch GG!

"u know u love me, xoxo Gossip Girl."
xoxo, veron. teehee!

NS? good luck, and thank goodness for us girls.

2009-10-07T02:33:00.005+08:00

hello there!
so the past few days, its been meet ups aft meet ups for many are enlistin into the ns. how time flies.
went sheesha for the first time(yes, imma newbie) last fri with some of them aft a good hour plus at club seven. nah, din like it. maybe im not that used to the smoke, and of cuz the super stuffy place.. were sweatin quite abit, and the non-stop JT's "cry me a river" playin on the tv. -.- supposed to go to OCH with them, but transport was unavailable.. and cab wasnt an option.. so we foregone the idea of it. the rest went ahead though. and im thankful we din go. cuz that night, christie had a dream bout it. and ronald dreamt bout the same scenario!! speakin and thinkin of it jus sends chills down my spine. gosh. can u imagine havin hearing them "discuss" bout their dreams?! goodness!

supper on sat evenin with wayne, sabby and a few others at JK. its been a long time since we last had supper tgt. and it was good. to yishun dam next, jx and simin brought the old time poppops! u know the kind that looks like paper tadpoles, and pops when thrown against sth? ITS DAMN FUN! reliving childhood days. then then we planned bout headin to the SPCA the followin day. and to lor halus! which we did, first to SPCA, and the animals there were soo cute! some were pretty trained, and listened to commands. then there's like really cute kitties, a few pups, and the bestest, HUSKIES! ((: next stop, lor halus. this place where dogs and their owners bond, with a field big enough for them to run about and bond with the other doggies, a cafe for the owners to chillax, a mini pool area where the doggies could wade and "swim" in! lotsa golden retrievers, COCKER SPANIELS, a few toy poodles and many others. awww. wad a sight. ((: i wish i had a dog, i could bring him/her there to play! so, at the next lane, pasir ris farmway 3, was a place where they sold puppies!! so exciting! saw this really cute white and orangey-brown pomeranian pup! and LOTS of toy poodles, yokeshire terriers, and MALTESE! hehehe. jus kept playin with them. i wan a dog!! on the way back, we passed this huge field at sk, lotsa ppl're flyin their kites there. so we got off the car, checked out the prices of the kites.. jx and simin bought a mega huge one, with a UBER long tail! flew it for a good 10 min and we brought it down.. took some time with the keepin of the tail.. LOL! 4 of us had to keep the never ending tail tgt. so fun! im excited bout this comin sunday! hope the weather's good! (((:

monday.. went down to alley bar with nison, desmond and brock. desmond's last day out cuz he was enlisting on tue, which was this mornin.. and nison's on thurs.. the last time im seein them with hair. good luck guys! then it was to far east to meet shin, gen, keiths, ter and henry.. had chicken rice, and back to one of the bars near alley bar.. had a drink and some wedges, live music, gen sang a song for shin called "leaving on a jet plane".. so touchin.. damn shing.. cant u leave later? ): we're gonna miss u luh. tsk.

off to clarke quay aftermath, met the yoda brothers, tyron and lonald on the way... headed to yello jello bar.. had this super hot prawn cracker snack, jus 3 small pieces at one time could set ur mouth on fire. lesner's bright idea of addin chilli. then it was to djingga's. by then.. i think most of us were un-sobber. with the blue yoda doin crazy ass things.. like attemptin to fall into the pool, which he almost did! LOL~! good luck uh lonald and lesner. have fun in the ns!

anyways.. i think "wallflowers - one headlight" 's a great song to be tuned into while bloggin.. am doin so rite now. the words jus flows and gets u boppin to the music. kinda catchy. (:

oh and keiths, the songs that u might wana check out : dishwalla - angels or devils
vertical horizon - everything u want, you're a god
alter bridge - open your eyes.

think the next time i make a dedication, i'd wana try colin raye's - love me. any other nice slow rock music to recommend huh guys?

28th october? CURSED ASS DAY! FUCK IT!

2009-10-03T21:56:00.002+08:00

its october yet again. the most dreadful mth of the entire year. why? cuz its the month when on the 28th, everything'd suck. unhappiness, anger, disappointment and all else negative. FUCK IT. nth good EVER comes outta it. and its the same EVERY YR! seriously. darn ass day. 2 yrs ago on this goddamned day.. i lost my freakin bag while at sentosa. -.- like it wasnt bad enough, dad had to add on to the load by scoldin me. cunt ass day, serious cunt ass. fuck it. why cant this day NOT EVER COME? like jus freakin skip this damn day. and i'd be fuckin turnin 21 this yr. i bet nth good's gonna ever come outta it! its cursed! ARHHHHH!!!!

pictures...

2009-09-29T04:15:00.011+08:00

suntec finals, and jacky's 21st bday celebration at seven and ter's fren's 21st at rebel.. where we also met o crew and pri schoolmate lorencia.. who was also celebratin her 21st. ((:

ter
keiths and J.
chan.
J.
shin and ter at rebel.
jacky's 21st at seven.

BI and Vonique.(partial)
J and shin.

out in the sun with jess and aud..
J
aud, J

then we saw the grand juniors and weekeat...
jump for joy!

and... with superstar, zen.

magazine cover girl, J.

while the guys set each other up...
the girls stopped at their tracks and laughed.

bowling with praise staff, wk and des's bday celebration..

aston's and timbre@substation with the mons. sk's super belated bday celebration.

f1 days..

2009-09-29T03:52:00.004+08:00

so darn lazy to blog these days. must be the long hours at the F1. anyway.. it paid well. 10 bucks per hour, get to experience bsb and travis and rivermaya live, though only got to hear them.. cuz we were too damn busy with the customers. we were so near yet blardy far. ahhh. oh well.. but we got free uniforms, aka the shirts they're selling themselves.. which costs up to more than a hundred bucks. so its worth it. got to catch a glimpse or two of the race durin our breaks. its all worth it luh. jus like last yr's. anyways, i think May's jus pretty darn amazing. for her age, she's runnin the whole show of the merchandise, us, the setting ups and takin down of tentages, runnin to and fro btwn padang and village stage, pay and everything ALONE. and she manage to keep lookin good amidst all these. salutes her. cant get over the fact that she's doin all these by herself. and she's only 23! capable, pretty, confident, classy, feminine.. wow. and for the past 4 days ive been sayin that... and i never get tired of praisin her. amma fan of hers! much kudos to her!

anyways, overall, happy with the f1 thing.. made new frens, got free clothes, pretty good pay, special treatment from both lady and guy bosses. learnt quite a few things. it really has been a blessin luh. (: am glad.

pics:

Son Ga-In!!! so hot.

2009-09-18T03:40:00.005+08:00

brown eyed girls. SON GA-IN, HOT!! omg. the one with the pixie crop! love her!!

church.. a brutal place.

2009-09-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

church has definately left the most brutal scars in my entire 20 yrs of livin thus far.
the most painful and bitter memories and definately a place where ive made most foes.
all the bitchiness, backstabbings, gossips, acting... its waayyy waaayyy waaayy worse than workin at bridal veil.
though church was history, back in the early sec sch days, the thought of it still taunts me like a shadow that never cease
to go away.
many left, to much with reasons i know of and have experienced myself. and it has never changed.
church, has oxymoronically brought hell upon my life. strangely enough, it was supposed to do otherwise.

2009-09-09T18:24:00.000+08:00

its been a good 2 weeks.. catchin up with frens whom ive not met for mths and all. done things ive not done in ages.. like late nite supper, clubbing, chilling, pubbing, catchin movies, lepaking, mahjong-ing and hell lots more.

ytd was superb. met the girls for aston's and timbre. t'was great! i guess we'd be timbre-ing more often. we should.

few days ago, went out with chow.. to the airport to "checkout" the cabin crews and all their various uniforms.. and i personally think, SIA had the nicest outfit of all. think its like every girl's dream of wanting to be an air stewardess.. to be able to fly ard to the many diff places... and im jus one of them.. prolly gng for their next interview tgt. but if we dun make the cut.. i guess i'll jus do sth else. the bond's 3 yrs, but u'll get the lumsum only aft 5 yrs... hmmmm.

anyways.... its been a longgg time since i last wore a uniform... school uniform i mean... though i wouldnt mind SIA uniform too. (:

marc's bday chalet.

2009-09-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

if i rem-ed correctly, the chalet was in safra at ecp? its a private bungalow only for ocbc members. and damn it was fantastic. the place looked fabulous. t'was a 2 storey bungalow, 2 bedrooms, 4 beds, 2 toilets, and the toilet's huge, one kitchen with washing machine and microwave, island bar, dining area, living room.. its really nice. couldnt ask too many ppl cuz t'was a private bung, there's a limit to the number of ppl. mahjonged, in-btwned, blackjacked and tv-ed the whole evenin and down to changi ville for some food. caught up with a few ppl, gained some knowledge bout life and all. time flies. really does with many enterin the ns in oct.. anyways, did have lotsa fun ytd. its been quite a long while since we all caught up.

marc's pre-21 bday celebration.

2009-08-30T15:42:00.004+08:00

marc's big two one bday celebration ytd.
and ive never gotten so that wasted before, 3 PLASTIC CUPS and i was a goner.
and i thought i could handle even more. -.-
anyways, it was like a gathering of all the cliques. haven met them in a long while. caught up with many, made some new frens, bday boy was tossed into the pool, all was good. were all plannin to get him drunk, but who'd know i got wasted first and before many even got high. damn im sucha lousy drinker. but we had fun. bday boy had his fun too, busy host runnin ard to entertain all the diff groups. shall upload the pics when i have 'em.
meantime here's the video for our team's suntec dance heats.

A BIG THANK U for this wonderful journey.. it doesnt end here!

2009-08-30T13:10:00.006+08:00

it has been a good 2 rounds at the suntec dance comp.
and im really pleased with our performance. though it wasnt as good as the other teams and a few mistakes here and there, i thought we did a good fight.

the feelin i had before we went up on stage and on stage was diff frm that i had 2 weeks ago. i was happy and really feelin the music. two weeks ago, i was filled with the anxiety and nervousness jus wrecks in. i did wad i could up there, and wooo. received lotsa compliments!! so damn happy!! the first to greet us aft the showcase was jacky, sayin we did a good job and we improved alot! (((: christie also said ive improved a great deal. like she could see i was feelin the music and all. jus damn glad to hear 'em! thank u guys so much for the support and the encouragement. we'll do better the next time!

so BI, our journey doesnt end jus here. we've only jus begun. like wad brian said, it feels like a workshop for us, to showcase wad we've learnt. and yes. it indeed is. a style we've yet to try, a style we've yet to deliver, a style we've yet known. we've still got a long way to go. we will come tgt even more soon.

aft the event ended ytd, we got to know this cute japanese guy. and damn, he was no ordinary guy, he was a dancer! his moves, SICK. his house, can easily top anyone, his lockin, jus as good. it started off with us taking lotsa pics ard the round fountain, to sittin there havin a good talk bout the journey we've covered, to noticin a guy we'd thought was tryin to snap pics of us sneakily.... to him approaching us and makin frens. ((: he's nice, humble and really puts in a huge load of effort in tryin to communicate with us. since he's only been here for a few mths, he wasnt very fluent with his english, but u could see that he's really thinkin hard to piece words tgt and it was heartwarmin. we got him to show us a few moves and thats where we got to see his talent. damn, is he good. and to think that he actually remembered our performance was a shocker. cuz there were so many teams, but to remember one of the moves in our choreo, wow. he even said our idea was the most creative one. ahhahaha. cant get any happier! so many compliments from so many ppl! woooo. *jumps up and down* not even not gettin thru to the next round could make me less happy. ((:

on a side note. jus really really realllllyyyy wana thank rahim for all that he's done for us. without him, think we wun be able to have achieved so much in sucha short period of time. and for comin down and stayin overnight even though he's down with fever, jus to train us. and jaylene aka dj hong for comin down to watch us and help us be the dj. and everyone in BI for makin this possible. (: martin and kevin for supportin us at the heats ytd, for shoutin and cheerin for us. for all the others out there who supported us and cheered us on. a big big thank u to all. love u guys so much.

will post the video up soon.

ps: BI, we'll have a picnic next week aite! keep urselves free okay! and and and lets session! with the jap guy also! he gotta teach us lockin and house man!

PUMP OIL! PUMP OIL!

2009-08-29T01:59:00.004+08:00

tmr's it!
the heats! we can do it. we must.
to BI, lets all hit the petrol station tmr before we go up on that stage.
needa pump some oil! the late nights and the crazy ass ideas must be paid off in full. so must annoy ttm. ((((: hehehe! *grins sheepishly*

and to vonique, sapphire, ruff jack and all the other teams, kampatek! lets set suntec ablaze to match its name, literally. ((:

chillax veronica!

2009-08-27T01:24:00.002+08:00

reminder to thyself,
gotta learn to not panic or allow stress, anxiety or any other things to overcome me.
workin under pressure is sth that ive yet to conquer.
everytime there's a cleanin up of steps, id panic. and thats bad.
i need to calm down.
relax.
take a chill pill.
take a deep breath.
take all the thoughts outta my head.
close my eyes
and feel the music.
let the music take control.
loosen up the tension.
let the beats define the steps.
do not anticipate the next step!

chill... chill.. chill....

arhhhh taylor swift!!

2009-08-25T03:46:00.004+08:00

so i was flippin channels on tv, and i came across taylor swift's you belong with me music video on mtv. damn is she STUNNING! gawd. how could anyone be so that pretty! looks jus too angelic! in her previous video, love story. she alr blew many off their seats with her beautiful makeup, pretty pixie face, nice locks pulled up into a pretty bun, long flowy train tailin her as she ran down the stairway, jus the whole juliet look! i remembered watchin the vid over and over again, not even gettin the least bit bored of it. the song was great along with the fairy tale-like lyrics. i felt like i was back to childhood days where cinderella, sleepin beauty, lil mermaid and all fairy tales made sense and existed. every lil girl's dream...
anyways, here're the videos...

"you belong with me"

"love story"

enjoy! and hopefully they brought u back to fairy tale land. (:

2009-08-24T02:50:00.002+08:00

i cant wait to grad from poly man!
to quickly get outta school and find a good payin job.
of cuz im not stoppin jus at dip.
gonna go ahead with deg. but that'll be alongside my job.
future plans're somewhat in mind. a variety of options. provided ive enough time and cash to spare. ((:
hmmmm. hope all goes well. dun wana screwed up future. cuz its bad nuff currently.

need!

2009-08-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

ahhh. impact, impact!
feel feel feel.
dynamic.
fill!
presence.
charisma.

2009-08-21T11:27:00.003+08:00

sweet nibblets!
no one gets away unhurt.
even the nicest person gets away with a scratch at least.
every possible reason to get angry with even the most harmless of the harmless.
thats how bad it is.
unappreciative of things.
expects more or sth greater or better.
never satisfied with wads given.
unbelievably insane and mean. darn me.
wonder how'd frens of mine tahan my nonsense.
even i, cant stand myself. LOL. how'd they do it?
tsk. disgust.

dayuum~

2009-08-17T23:09:00.000+08:00

rather down lately.
ive not done my part or the best i could.
feeling really demoralised aft watching that video.
i seem like i was jus markin out the steps.
they wanted to put it up on utube.
but i strongly oppose the idea.
i know u guys did well, but i din. i did a bad show, i did a terrible terrible show.
feel like giving up.
the look in the eyes that i got during the comp day was like "hello todays the comp and u still cant get the steps rite".
jus made me feel terrible.
argh! )))):

YES! and CONGRATS!!

2009-08-16T00:07:00.001+08:00

the intensive trainin the day before has surely paid off.
we got thru to the next round!
congrats to all the other teams who got in!!

the tension was jus so immense during the announcin of the results.
rite aft the much screwed up performance i did, i jus wanted to get off the stage asap.
head hung low for the many, uncountable mistakes i'd made.
jus wanted to apologize to the entire BI for screwin up.
as each name is bein mentioned, the tension jus grew stronger.
all that was runnin thru my mind was either BASIC INSTINCT ,BASIC INSTINCT,BASIC INSTINCT. or thoughts bout wad we're gonna do if we dun get thru. would we ever take part in future comps tgt as a team... wad if.. wad if.. wad ifs.
qualifyin teams left, 10.
was gripping on to ah j's hands real tight.
then, an angel sang..
BASIC INTINCT~
WOOOOO!!
screams from us, from supporters.. our frens.
too darn happy. the feeling was like strikin the lottery! except better, cuz of the hard work put in, and paid off. its jus too damn great.

wana thank everyone out there for screamin our names and cheering us on even though we may have missed a step or 2. for supporting us mentally though not physically there. and for encouragin, and complimenting that we've improved. the feelin aft hearin them was simply remarkable. thanks guys!

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even the odds.
clear the unclear.
see the unseen.
not jus talk the talk, but walkin the walk.
and to u,
try switchin ur role. understand.. feel.. learn.. change.. re-phrase and appreciate.

screwed

2009-08-14T08:59:00.000+08:00

i need to learn to prioritize.
with the uncountable work load piled up in the last few weeks, ive yet to clear quite a number of them.
goodness gracious me.
and because of my failure to prioritize, i didnt get enough rest for the past 2 days.

later today would be intensive trainin. hope i'll be able to pull thru!
started the day off with revision for the 2 tests in the afternoon.
and i only figured that ive gotta submit 2 of my projs today!
dayuum~!
someone please smack me real hard at the back of my head? i need to wake up alr.
its the final lap,(school and comp) and im still stuck.
cant believe im sucha procrastinator!
id better buck up. or my life's gonna be a complete mess.

anyways, tmr's the big day! the day we've been pulling tgt late nights, travelling from one end to the other jus to prac, for the past few mths! we can do it! we must. the second in 2 yrs? thats a long time. and it jus HAS to be good. good luck to all the other teams that're participating! we'll do up a good show tmr! (((:

side note: BI, thank u so much for the times spent tgt. they have been really pleasant and unforgettable. to be able to come tgt as a team was one of the best things to have ever happen. all that we've worked for the past months is finally comin to past. we can do it! (((:

emotions let loose.

2009-08-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

the most emotional of times.
the leaving.
the empty.
leaving another.
the forgotten.
the all alone.
the neglected.
the stranded.
the lost.
the stressed.
the left.

pain. brought tears to my eyes.
why oh why?
where's then?
wad's now?
missing and painfully forgotten it seems.
sorry things had turned out this way.
time machine, if u must, please come to reality.
stop time where it is rite now?

amazing grace....

2009-08-06T22:00:00.001+08:00

lol. im soooo done for this time.
4 projs due in the next few days.
i wonder how am i gonna produce all 4.
then there's tests next week, 2 tests.
another one tmr, and another 2 more which i have yet to take.
and on top of all that, suntec's next sat. hahahaha!
dayuum.. my life's gonna be hell the following days and the whole of next week.
so darn screwed.
ps, and ive got 2 presentations to do. LOL.

as said by brian, FML.
wad's that?
fuck my life.

i find this too damn amusing.

Grats to JATB!

2009-08-04T01:44:00.002+08:00

a big shout out to Joyce And The Boys for coming in 3rd in the World Hiphop Championship 2009 held in las vegas, beating kaba modern! they've sure done us proud. yay. we rock! singapore's making its mark in the dance world man. wooo~ here we come world! ((:

gardenasia 09

2009-08-02T00:56:00.004+08:00

okay... so the performance is over, one down.. a few more things to go.

today's perf was quite good given that only ytd we managed to finish everything. ((: and im really happy to have been given this chance to perf with u guys!(suria, fion, chan, ah j) though its a short get together, it sure has been a wonderful experience. esp when we're all from diff schools and have very diff dance bckgrd, but we managed to pull off this show tgt. i love u guys. gonna miss the times we spent practicin tgt and all the aft prac dinner sessions.

venue of the perf was a secluded area somewhere in kranji. a place no one would've ever have the thought of visiting. strangely, we passed lotsa factories and farms, and barren land that's been isolated for a while. one of them looked like a map that in L4D, and a show "seventeen and missing" that i watched couple of mths back on tv. gosh, the scene was almost identical and its kinda scary lookin at it. but anyhoos, the place we went to was G-R-E-A-T. the room we put up at before the performance was like a holiday villa. super homely feeling. and all the fountains they're selling.. and other very fauna stuff.. woo. like heaven on earth. jus that the heat, was pretty much a spoiler. shall upload the pics when ive gotten hold of 'em.

durin the wad-seemed-like-forever wait for the perf, this photographer fren of gen's was so damn nice, he took like 1/3 of 600 plus pics jus on us alone. hahahah. and every pic was jus perfectto. cant wait to see the pics!

it was really nice to hear the words "im so proud of u guys" rite aft the perf. gen's words of encouragement jus made our day. thanks gen. ((: t'was really nice. so touched. t'was all worth it.

Oh! Shut up will u?

2009-07-30T14:22:00.005+08:00

when toungues start wagging, u'd know.. disaster strikes.
much respect to them, who managed to overcome such.
everyone has different views on wad they want to achieve for themselves or in this case, U.
why regard such hatred of someone u barely know.. his intentions, his passion, most of all.. himself.
have u no gratitude for the one who taught u dance in the first place?
when u've jus started dancin, who was the one who taught u, encouraged u, corrected u and helped change ur mindset so that u become a better dancer?

we are where we are today because we share the same interest.. dance.
learning to hate others and making more foes is not the reason we started dancing.
but if thats ur reason, man! u're in the wrong place.

dance is an expression.
like how some express thru words, and art.
its like a religion, a culture, where the word RESPECT comes into place as well.
dissing someone just because everyone else is doing so? have u smashed ur backbone to pieces?
where do u stand?
and stop spreading false rumours bout anyone u have yet to know. cuz u'll never know wad it may bring.
jus stfhu and do wad u came here to do. DANCE! and be thankful for the ppl ard u. u meet for a reason.

randoms

2009-07-30T14:07:00.000+08:00

a change in the bg color surely brightens up the blog. need a new skin and template! for now, i'll jus make do with this. though its bad, but am sick and tired of the black bg.

school is driving me to my grave. tonnes of projs due these 2 weeks, 3 tests comin up!
gen's performance thingy's this sat! thankfully most of it's done. jus need the brushing up of steps. then there's training too with BI. cant do a day without meeting them! getting so used to seeing them everyday! sure hope we're slumbering next weekend. supposed to last week but many were unwell and some couldnt stay ov'r. hopefully next week's slumber'd be a success.

2009-07-29T02:53:00.000+08:00

need a shoulder to cry on.
a shelter to hide away from the stormy weather.
someone to wipe away the tears when i cry
someone to catch me when i fall
someone to hold my hand and walk with me through toughest of times.

wad's becoming of me?
cuz i cant seem to find myself.
if only...

i need a get-away.
far from here.
drown away all the sorrows and pain.
dance like there's no tmr.
somewhere i could release all angst and other emotional baggages holding me back.

blogger issues.

2009-07-27T15:01:00.000+08:00

is it jus me, or blogger's just undergoing some major crisis. everything bout it is crashing. -.- cant upload pics, cant update links. wad more next?

2009-07-24T03:46:00.003+08:00

with every passing day spent with BI, i begin to love them ever more so. im even missin them rite now, though we've all jus met less than 4 hours ago.

put brian and jonas tgt, u get nonstop hardcore core muscle trainin. investing on a camcorder would very much do the trick. could record all they've done post it on utube, and they could be the new utube stars. (((:

((:

2009-07-20T01:03:00.004+08:00

life recently haven been going on so smoothly. well, i cant say its been gng on badly all the time, but half the time.. with projs piling up and the workload increasing dramatically, its hard to find my feet. can barely stand. school, work, dance, projs.. jus so many things.. the only days i seek would be tues and fridays, where i get to meet beloved BI and ovation. they're my pillar of strength and the pillow that id cry and scream into. thanks to lovelies: rah & SWAT team (shin, doodlepants, rubberball, itch, bra aka mojojojo), fishball and most of all, ah j aka lady gaga. love u guys!

ah J! thank u so much babe for being there for me at my downest. and thank u ever more for funshine! really brightens up my day everytime i see funshine! (((: and joan, thanks for being so assuring and so supportive as a fren, helpin me up each time i fall, and most importantly for not givin up on me. and to all the other lovelies for being there for me and walkin thru think and thin tgt. kinda cheesy here but really am grateful to all.

dance has sure spiced up my poly life. cant imagine how life'd be like without dance.

pretty things.

2009-07-01T23:45:00.009+08:00

totally love pretty things!
recent cravings for pastries. yummm~

dun they all jus look DE-LI-CIOUS??? *drools*
hmmm. should prolly take up baking and wedding planning. love love LOVE weddings! all the pretty dresses and the amazin decos put tgt for a happy occasion. jus brings a smile to even the saddest person on earth. ((:

anyways, last sunday was TBG. man, was it inspirin. i loved the perf by COOL MINT!! so young, so DOPE! gosh. the other crews were good tooo! liked o crew's perf, SFB, wco, all stars and a whole lot of others. jus, too damn good. lookin forward to next yr's TBG alr!!!!

celebrity weekend

2009-06-15T02:34:00.003+08:00

this week was celebrities weekend. and i went for the service at expo. the entire service was pure performance and testimonies bout the celebs themselves. F.I.R, niu nai, vaness wu, vivi wang, jacelyn tay, and a few more other artists from all over asia. a few beauty queens, 2 from sg, one taiwan, one indonesia. aft the svc ended, we were allowed to get up close with the artists. and the main person we wana see was vaness wu. queued to enter the conference room where the thing is held. first up was vaness wu. he's SUPER cute and good looking. and he speaks very nice american-accent english. omg. and we were standin less than 1m away frm him. so was niu nai. we din manage to get a pic with them cuz only 10 shots were allowed. guess we werent so lucky then. but lucky enough we got to see them so close up.

it was quite a unique svc. wasnt quite that excited, cuz im not a huge fan of chi songs, but there was this perf by taiwanese best dance crew, T sth sth. i cant rem the name, but they did breakin. and man, they are good. that was the highlight of the night for me. ((:

aft everything ended, went to bugis for dinner and then a game of L4D. 2 hours plus of it. sure got me a lil giddy!

life in school.

2009-06-05T23:28:00.003+08:00

week 7. next week is the insanity-struck-lab-tests week. im only spared off monday and tuesday, but the remainin 3 days in school would be test, test and MORE test. man.. yr 3 is jus like any other yr, the only diff is the number of projs. almost every module has a proj! really worried bout next week. and to make things worse, the lect's from china, could hardly understand or even tolerate her accent, and i have yet to go for one of the module's labs! this mornin was like the first lab lesson that i made to. as the module speaks for itself, DAM. im screwed.
during this time, really wana thank anna, naz, sharon, daniel for explainin to me wad is required of the proj, for stayin back with me in school to explain how the prog works, and anna, for comin down to my place til the wee morn to help me out with the proj! and sharon for tryin to help me solve the prob jus before submission when the thing screwed up. thanks alot guys! ((:

fun fun FUN!

2009-05-12T20:56:00.007+08:00

L4D-ed 3 days last week. 2 of 3 days, lanned for 3 hours each! its crazy, but super fun! loved it.
sat, the passin down ceremony. t'was a really touchin moment to see the juniors takin over the club. and to see them grow and improve so much. really am glad. though i haven done anything to help them, but watchin them perform and run the show for club crawl, im proud of them. ((: many turned up for the ceremony, gin and two other FB ancestors were there too. t'was sucha warm gatherin. thanks to the juniors who made it possible by rentin 2 units in goldkist resort. ((: love u guys.
sunday went for svc in the mornin and then was KAYAKING at west coast! woooo. had a splashin good time at west coast. all had to do like a capsize drill, and that, was crazy, cuz i cant swim! so it was quite a huge step for me to overcome the fear of gettin into the water. tirin! here're some of the pics taken...
transportin of the kayaks.
brightly colored kayaks.
nice colors.. contrast really well.
i like this pic.
the coaching.
after coaching

willard doin the capsize drill.
to drain the water from the kayak.
after showerin.
the nice sunset and our silhouettes.
hahahaha. i like!

grp photo.so lonely...
the lonely swing..

recent photo updates.

2009-05-04T05:18:00.007+08:00

recent photos taken.. charles and allia's wedding at st.regis...

notice the red carpet isnt the usual red carpet we see. its rose-petal like thingy sewn onto the carpet. how nice. (((:
(the 3 persons at the upper right and side's mom, dad and i)

look how grand this place is. (((:
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timbre at substation last thurs. first up, couple of the night:

edmund and sharon!

highlight of the night, live band perf.
they're smashin good!
here's a pic, derrick's caught red-handed lookin over his shoulder eyein some girl at the next table. camera-ready lionel and myself went ahead to pose for the cam ignorin derrick. (:
no idea wad i was doin.
group pic. (:

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jo's 21st.
twinie and i, outside cafe iguana.
with the mons lookin sweaty due to the terribly humid weather.
day 2.. steamboat at bugis.

ben with the tagged muscle. lol.
T's favourite guy. mr handsome.
quite compatible actually. ((((:

and for a closin... we have..
a toybox collectable thats on sale!
introducin, MR COLOURFUL!
tadah! quickly grab urs today while stocks last! ((:

the let down.

2009-05-02T04:10:00.002+08:00

it was sucha let down, that it feels like things dont matter anymore. things we used to do and treasure. things we used to do ever so more often than not. hangin out almost everyday. today was like a total dismassal of such.
so grossed out by the fact of the often last-min-change-of-plans-or-worse-cancellations-of-plan. (today, was the latter, fuck it.)
so grossed out by the fact that noone actually bothers bout the meet up.
so grossed out even more so by the fact that no one was nice enough to tell anyone at all, bout the cancellin of the meet up UNTIL the VEH LAST MIN, or rather, IT WAS NOT MENTIONED AT ALL, UNTIL ASKED.
and no one was kind enough to tell anyone bout the decision.

it seems lazing ard at home seems better than meetin up. so, WHY ORGANISE IN THE FIRST PLACE???
u who PLANNED or SUGGESTED the idea, shouldnt even have brought about it. cuz in the end, U were one of the culprits who DIN BOTHER.

really. never of such outings will i go to. to think that it was sth one was lookin forward to all week, was worse than bein flushed down the toilet. how wasted was that?

screwed.

2009-04-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

wooo. jus got back from the weddin dinner bout an hour plus ago. man. was it grand. i made a mistake. it was shangri la. it was st regis. the entire dinner was great. the place was grand, and so was the weddin. so the bride and groom're from indonesia. but've immigrated to sg. their parents, apparently is the bride's parents, invited indonesia's prime ministers to the weddin dinner! 3 of them in fact! gheee! its that grand and that crazy! overall, the food was delicious, the set up of the place was fantastic, with all the nice shiney cutleries and veh veh veh fine dining. theres even a live band, and a dance by the bride and groom. ((: so, sitted at the table, were bro poh, sister allison and the keyboardist of chc. and wooo. wad pleasure. had a great time there. t'was one heck of an amazin experience.. (((: next up, the bride's bro's weddin next july! cant wait!

2009-04-25T15:24:00.003+08:00

the first week of school's passed. din attend quite a number of lessons. was too lazy to. went for club crawl on wed and thurs. was good. fri, wayne picked me up from school to have dinner before gng over to his place for cell group. had teochew mui, and then the huntin for fruits for the fellowship. got to know quite a number of ppl there, and woo~ we do share quite alot in common! ((((: for fellowship, we had meatloaf with mushroom cream soup, durians, mangoes and watermelon. the meatloaf was GOOOD. with the salsa sauce and the soup. triple yumminess.

aft everything ended, we watched soccer, the rematch btwn chelsea and liverpool. wooo. the match was super exciting! then we lanned all the way at clarke quay. 8 of us, split ourselves into 2 cars and 2 groups for the game. there's this building entirely built for lan games. nice! played L4D. and woooo. we won! t'was super excitin. and t'was also the first time playin the monster! I LIKE! and my team won! woooo. we rock! trashed them pants down! weeeee. suppered somewhere nearby and home sweet home.

anyways, last fri, we went out to celebrate jo's bday. and attica-ed that nite. there were like room full of eye candies! hot and pretty girls! gosh.. some cute guys. then headed to nic leong's place all the way at amber rd.. the new condo, sunrise. gosh! damn nice! its like super big. compared to the other condos, that're usually really small. the blocks werent clustered tgt like some other condos, rather, they were spaced out. and there's like lotsa swimmin pools. its crazy. must've cost quite a few millions given the size and the location. then on sat, celebrated jo's bday with the rest. she was sabo-ed to take pics with 21 random ppl. was fun. dined at this house of steamboat, and had dessert at nydc. the oreo milkshake's DOPE!! super thick. damn shiok. speakin of it, im really cravin for it! had lotsa fun that day.

later this evening, gonna be attendin this weddin dinner at shangri la. it'll definately be a blast! 6 star hotel with super nice scenary and tastiest buffet! wooooo. cant wait!!!!

2009-04-13T15:32:00.002+08:00

ytd was thailand's birthday, so christina invited us to her dad's thai disco bar. opened a table for us. t'was really fun. everyone was pouring and splashin water at each other. then there're thai singers comin on stage to sing and dance. had a crazy night drinkin and dancin. some of them, whoring. LOL.

earlier in the day, had gone to west coast plaza to watch the finals for groove in the west. all the teams were really strong, but the winner went to electroshock.. if i rem-ed the name correctly. from kl. their entertainment value was great. second was pink dollar, and third, freakzy nutz. consolation was joyce and the boys, aka winner for sg best dance crew! (((:

aft the comp at west coast plaza, we headed to jurong point for the grand finals of the sg's best dance crew. nice! think joyce and the boys really deserve the title. their control's S-I-C-K. even the judges, some were champions of some dance comps back at home, one of which was popper john, applauded for them! they were amazin. too bad groove in the west's criteria was more towards the entertainment than dance techniques. or they'd have won. overall, all were great. the roses were impressive too. the girls were SUPER YOUNG and they could dance so well. the youngest of them, 11, had great flow and expression.

2009-04-12T02:09:00.002+08:00

met kong, marc, jw, and joanne for a movie ytd cuz its been a real long time since we last met and chilled. caught fast and furious. was quite an interestin show, but somewhat borin in the middle. and then i went for another movie with sean and the rest at cathay, The Knowing. show was not bad, but the endin was a spoiler. suppered at fei fei and then headed back home.

life for me these days're upside down. sleep in the day, hang out at nite. nice luh. but soon things wun be the same anymore. cuz... SCHOOL'S STARTIN! part of me's lookin forward to the new term, part of me feels SCHOOL'S A BITCH.

alrite, rite now, it feels life im gng thru the "adulthood crisis". freakin confused bout stuff. bout everything! not so much bout the future, more of wadever's happenin now. weird.

anyways, went to church jus now to celebrate Easter's. wayne invited me a week back. got there, and man! enterin the door sure made me feel lost. this strong awkward feelin of gng back to church. felt rather terrible. wanted to leave durin the praise and worship, but decided to jus stay on. so much on visitin church, lets talk bout the easter drama. so every yr there'd be easter drama by the drama ministry ppl. this yr was no exception. the plot in the beginnin was really OUTTA the box. extravagant. but the back was more or less the same every yr cuz its all bout bringin the easter msg.. nearly brought tears to my eyes luh i must say. ghees. was really great.
aft the svc, went to t3 for dinner with the rest. gng back to church, i met many many ppl ive not seen for ages. saw tim, adam, pascale, valerie, hanxian, huijia, glenn, emily, pamela, chen huat, edmund and a few more! gosh. i miss them so much. those days back in the usher ministry and cell grp. i din realise that edmund was also in wayne's cg! and ter was in the same cell as pascale and glenn! wad a small small world. saw val and hanxian in the train, talked bout usher min back then, met chenhuat at the foot of the station, adam at the main door, and tim at the front floor. gosh. its been one hella long time! everything's so diff now. and glenn's enterin NS next tue! he veh much still feels like a small boy to me. man! time flies.

im really glad now. everyone ard me's nice, carin and sincere. ((:

one more week til school reopens! mannn.. time go slower please...

2009-04-10T17:27:00.002+08:00

was at rebel jus wed. had gone clubbin with peiling and her frens, and separately with tim, terry and louis. lol. so aft some time at rebel, (the songs werent nice btw). i decided to drop by attica. peiling and i went over, we got in, got drinks compli and also, made our way to the VIP area. there, we were told craig david was there. and we were bout less than 2m away from him. but was kinda blocked cuz there were ppl in our way. but caught a glimpse of him.. not that tall, neither was he that good lookin. din know he was in town til kel mentioned earlier in the evenin that she jus went for his concert. and who'd know we'd see him closer than if were to go for his concert. lol.

2009-04-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

then i jus moved. packin and unpackin was crazy. ive still 3 boxes to unpack, but there's no more room for my stuff. damn. need to throw lotsa stuff away. im so tired. man... hope everything clears faster. sighhhh.

yacht experience!

2009-03-25T14:21:00.002+08:00

omg. this is fuckin awesome! so we jus celebrated christina's 18th ytd at sentosa cove. and FUCK, it was a BLAST. venue: (as the title says it all) YACHT. amazin! went there in the evenin, sean picked me up at the beach station, and headed for the place. and man.. this place is like a place for the super rich! got there, and it was the only yacht with the lights on. there was much food. and countless cans of beer, bottles and bottles of drinks, fruits and other things.

the yacht, is a 3-storey high yacht. with the roof, the livin room and kitchen at the first level, and the bedrooms on the lowest deck. HUGE. everything in the yacht looked nice. with the funiture and floorin, to the colors of the wall. feels like home on water. rented xbox and a few movies. played games, danced, sang, chilled, smoked, drank, feasted... a crazy crazy night. though stationed there, it was still fun. her dad's initial plan was to rent a yacht in thailand cuz its cheaper, and to fly all of us there! goodness! but she said the sum would cost about the same, so she got the one here. good life, good life.

then we saw shootin star at the bay! was chillin there for awhile and wooo. a shootin star passed! (((((: wow! the night was totally awesome, shootin star, party on the yacht, at the most luxurious place in sg... damn. wad a night!

2009-03-24T17:56:00.000+08:00

wooo wooo. im uber excited! gng for christina's party, venue, her dad's one of two yacht's! wow. cant wait!! ((((: gtg! ciao~

2009-03-21T13:20:00.003+08:00

the entire body's freakin achin like crazy. gym, break, gym... intense. plus dental! ouch.
so i din go for sessionin with the rest. went out late in the night for a movie and for supper. super hungry. caught the 3d version of my bloody valentine. NICE. love the gruesomeness. weeeet~

things've ard have changed quite a bit. it kinda isnt the same as before.

somehow, i kinda not feel like gng to celebrate this "fren's" bday on sunday. but its been soo long since i met the other fren, i miss her terribly. so i guess im gng for her sake! )):
that "fren" isnt really a fren. it seems her motto's "make new frens, forget the old". and she sure lives up to it. and is kinda one hella attn seeker. fuck it. hate her, hate her. ever since the beginnin.

here're the pics we took the other day whilst chilling. ((:
the family, not in pic, martin, gen, niger.
abdc.
numbers

jump

super crew

last freakin day at FYP with the class. miss them so terribly much!

2009-03-18T03:07:00.006+08:00

last day at the fyp. really upset bout it. im really missin my class like crazy now. couldnt bear to leave. ))): everyone was really gettin along so well. then we had to leave. ghees.

in the late evenin, went out to siglap for chillin session. caught this korean movie at one of their ah ma's place, called "lucky paws". so sad luh the show though kinda draggy. the guys were like almost at the brim of tearin! all of them in fact. except me. so here's the verdict : guys do have sentimental values.. (no offence, but im surprised. oh well, they dun really let it out (dependin on who they're with) ya.. but they def do have sentimental sides!) funny as hell, i enjoy hangin out with them. (((:

chill out and majong session!

2009-03-15T14:06:00.005+08:00

woohooo. ytd was great man! met sk, joan, aud. chilled and bought some stuff. (((:
bought this shirt at NUM. DAMN NICE! ahahahha. love it! and this dress at a spree outside cathay.
then had a girl-talk outside *bucks at ps. aft some time, sean came to pick me up along with louis and his other fren. suppered at hk cafe at siglap. got there, a few more joined us. so there were like bout 10 of us. talked lotsa funny shit stuff. super hilarious.

headed to this place uphill. someone's house for a game of majong, but couldnt get in cuz there was no key. so we all had to squeeze into sean's car. there were 7 of us. thankfully i din have to squeeze cuz im the only girl, and i got the front seat. HAHA. 5 of them squeezed at the back seat, and one, lester, the aunty killer (LOL) offered to go into the boot! HAHA. nonsense. the moment he went in, the car leaned back, and almost killed the suspension. hit the road, and onto the many many humps. he was shoutin away. HILARIOUS! played some music, and he was singing along, u can hear a voice comin frm the boot, its damn funny. everyone was laughin. so, not bein able to see, they lied to him that we were gng to pump petrol, tellin him not to make any noise. we all got off the car aft it pulled over. we were tryin so hard to remain silent, but were laughin so goddamn hard, it was really really hard to contain for the next 10 mins! LOL! aft a while, they called him. then pretended that there was a police road block. AHAHHAHA. but failed luh. so they opened the boot. he was sweatin like crazy. we all burst into laughter. couldnt take it any longer.
majong-ed the whole time til like 630am at terry's. wooo. won alot! ((((: bout like 20 plus. haha. then headed home.
alfie was damn funny the entire night. seems like the "no cig" rule made him super uncomfortable and uneasy. he kept sniffin the cig, chantin and singin to the cig. HAHAHAHA. should've recorded the whole thing. one hella night.

audrey texted me ytd tellin me bout the breakin thing. OMG! FUCK! i missed out on the biggest event sia! damnnnnnn......... arghhhhhhhhh. man! have to find the vid! goodness. there were like crews frm all over. was an international comp. goshhhh. damn it man. the next one, IM GNG!

lovin the recent life!

2009-03-13T02:09:00.004+08:00

wooo~ im really happy!

the life im leadin these days're G-R-E-A-T! fyp's SOOOOO much fun. the classmates and frens are amazin! we could get along really well. dance wise has also been great! im really excited bout everything!

jus had a crazy day in school.. with everyone. chattin, laughing, laughin, playin, did i mention laughin? then aft school was sessionin with ter, chansee all.. learnt quite a few diff techniques.. and i realised, there's SOOOOO many things i suck at. LOL! but jus need some time to improve. ((((:
then it was to changi, sean's bday chalet. omg. insane! both bday boys're down! lol! sabotagin, lots of it, there's guitar heroes game, with the guit, drum and mic set. soooo addictive. suck at it though. but damn nice. made a few new frens. drank a few mouthfuls. t'was really really fun! so his frens gave me a lift home cuz sean was dead. goodness. if it werent for school, i think id be stayin over man.

wooo. another 2 parties tmr! eugene's and jasmine's. and session with audrey before that too. yay! BEAT FREAKZ = inspiration!!!!!

the singer, gen and her dancers!
family!(((((:

boy band style

collaboration of the diff schools. (((:
snowman ter and chan promotin mr bean.

hearts
woohooo.
ter's butt!cheat!

danceworks 09 and one crazy night...

2009-03-08T04:50:00.007+08:00

fantabulous! !
danceworks 09 was a mega blast. everyone was GOOOD. great in fact.
everyone should be a winner. there were soo many fresh ideas. amazing man. though a few groups who could've done better portrayin the storyline.

aft knowin the results, we dined at the concorde for dinner. and then to rendevous for a game of lan. L4D. din play though. went to the comics cafe next to it instead. at 9pm sharp, we headed to rochor rd for tau hui. WOOOO. i love tau hui! super nice. saw song wei there. din notice til he called me. the place was packed.

went over to pasir ris for yuling's 21st celebration. got there, most of the ppl've left. greeted her, eugene called me from the next door, and damn was i taken aback! there were like many other ex-hougeans there! goodness me. wad coincidence, joseph was also havin his 21st bday celebration at the chalet, and it happened to be right next to yuling's! she wasnt expectin it too. like she noticed shiya and all, and as time passed, the number of familiar faces kept increasing! then, the chalet on the right of us, yanling's childhood fren, yanning was there. gosh! sucha small small world. (at joseph's side) so, they had much to drink, many left, and there were still a few bottles of alcohol. he came over to ask if we'd want some. but we had like a few bottles ourselves, untouched. lol. wad a crazy night. next week'd be eugene's 21st. and many many more to come! man.... are we ageing real fast. if only we could, stay young forever, like wad tine said, peter pan..........

boredom...

2009-03-03T18:37:00.003+08:00

so im really bored at home today, and im kinda down with flu. sucks.
then im spendin time utubing. watchin make-up vids and hair dos stuff. i like 'em. (((:

due to boredom, and also the inspirations driven by the vids ive watched, decided to give it a shot. it was crazily tough, tryin to get all the hair up. but im kinda likin how it looks from the side and the front. the back... not so much. need more pracs on that.

somehow, i seem to have lost most of my bobby pins, so i made do with the two tiny golden clips to clip up the remainin loose hair.. turned out pretty fine.. so there u are :

thats the front. cant really see though..
love this pic. LOL. thats like kinda the side prof.

the side view. and.. the back view. . 's still really messy, but wadever.

Marley and Me.

2009-02-28T02:46:00.003+08:00

then u guys should so catch marley and me! its nice. the labrador damn cute.
for those saddistic ppl, catch it too. cuz u get to hear lotsa sniffin t'wards the end that is.

its a movie bout this dog Marley, and his owner John. john and jenny were happily married, wanted to take a step further into their marriage. but jenny felt she wasnt ready for a baby. so sebastian, john's fren suggested he get a puppy. ((: heedin his advice, john took jenny to see the puppies in a farm where there were many diff breeds of dogs, as a "birthday" surprise.
the name 'Marley' came about when a song by bob marley was playin on the radio while John was takin 'clearance puppy' (a temporary name given by jenny whilst decidin on a name for it) home for the first time.
jenny is a writer, and john, a reporter. marley was one playful dog. he never listens, and even got kicked outta obedience school. but marley was there with john and jenny through their happiest and saddest moments. it was tough in the end, as age caught up with marley, soon he became too weak to undergo surgery for the second time. they had to put him away.. ))): it was the hardest thing to do, even for their 3 children, as they grew up ard marley.

it was really sad, i was tryin veh hard to fight back my tears. kel told me once, bout this book back then in Ocho Maeve. but i haven got the chance to read it. i should prolly get a hold of that book! so sad.. why're dog's life so short.

bbq at yishun dam

2009-02-23T02:23:00.002+08:00

without knowin wads in for him, ian planned a bbq at yishun dam for his bday celebration this yr. HAHA. was so funny receivin his msg then! cuz sabby had warned us bout his plan and told us to play along. (((:

today was great. met a few of them earlier to prepare the area for bbq-in and all. it was still bright. took some pics. laid out the tables, chairs and mats and even a make-shift DJ turn table! AHHAHA. u'll know wad i mean when u see the pics.

all was great, played taboo, had nice songs in the background with the group. lotsa nice food, esp the potato balls! dope! ians mom's trademark man. damn good.

there's no toilet there, so we had to drive to the nearest public area, Orchid country club to use the washroom. thats for the girls. the guys jus pee into the sea. twinie had a hard time findin the mirror thing and the hand brake in jx's car! AHHAHA. then simin also panicked when she couldnt turn on the aircon! LOL! hilarious ride to the toilet.

a game of taboo summed the whole night. that was kinda the highlight. cuz the funniest things happens when tryin to describe the words on the placards. loved it! and man! yongzhi and david're not there to play! they make the bestest descriptions! HAHAHA. "i walk, got wind." LOL! classic.

ian's surprise bday celebration.

2009-02-23T02:01:00.002+08:00

the past 2 days, we celebrated ian's bday. t'was great. on sat, was a surprise bday for him! he doesnt even know bout it. much credits to sabby! she made it happen! (((: and leong and cat too.
then the few mins before they arrive, the atmosphere was filled with excitement. we all had the same thing in mind, "cant wait to see ian's reaction".

shortly before they arrived, we were all to couch as low as possible so as not to be able to see us through the not-so-opaque blinds. while waitin, sabby came to us tellin us that ian insisted on sittin indoors. some suggested askin kayly to whine, LOL. in the end suggested kayly to say she wana smoke. which they succeeded on doin, so the plan went on. when they sat rite in front of the window, (ian's back facin us), one of the balloons burst! gosh we all panicked! thank goodness they couldnt hear. then slowly, we opened the blinds, and were wavin frantically through the window, but he still had no clue! kayly then told him to look over his shoulder and LOL! he froze there for more than 10s! i swear! that was classic. the expression he gave was.. blank. hahahha. then he turned to cont his burger, and turned back again. happened least 3 times!

then we sang him a birthday song. all eyes were on us. parents with children havin lunch. the rest of the day was games and more games! then it was dinner time! the staff got us to settle down, like how they'd do it to the lil kids. and told us to raise our hands to order wad we wanted. HAHA. damn cute luh. dinner was happy meal! so nice~ at the end of dinner and games, we had like a mini prize givin session. hahaha. birthday boy was to hand each of a happy meal toy box. like any other lil kids, we were excited to see wad's in store for us. we all took out everything from the box. and woo! there were 4 toys in each bag! (((: 2 poke balls, 1 pink, 1 blue, a watergun, and a pouch. LOL! we turned off the lights and played with the pokeballs, cuz they emitted light, with a veh cute poke character in each ball. hahaha. it was a real crazy evenin. we were like relivin our childhood days! everything was well planned and fun. thanks sabby, leong and cat for makin this sucha fun one!

headed to punggol park's bliss cafe. and had OREO MILK SHAKE! super dope! love it.

picnic! and other random stuff.

2009-02-17T23:54:00.009+08:00

picnic on v day was last min. but turned out great! we spent bout 5 bucks each. and was all worth it. (((: more picnics with the mons aft exams're over! cant wait. im super excited! and the next time we have a picnic, there's gonna be more than jus the mere, 4 us. twinie was workin at the white party on v day! so cool. i wish i were there. oh man.. they had the foam wrestling thingy jus like that of L. )): L! speaking of which, season 6 ep 5 is out! 3 more eps before it marks the end of L. man... i hope they go on. maybe a movie or sth. or perhaps the same cast in a diff story.

ive a paper tmr and ive not studied! nth seems to be gettin in. damn. sucks so much. cant wait to get this over and done with. then im thru with exams for this sem!

here're the pics:

the water snail. there's so many of it! and i even took a pic of the eggs. the color's bright pink luh! nice color but the sight's SICK. yuck. here.. look :
(the color's brighter and nicer in reality)
meantime, these are some of the pictures i took with jess's new cam.

was supposed to be studyin today, did these instead..

i like this. though sth seems to be amiss...
went to the dentist, and woo! my teeth're straighter now! so excited!
met mom and her frens outside the other day, and they, mom's frens, brought their 2-yr-old daughter, Mika along. she took my heart away! awwwww. and mischievous! she'll do things u tell her not to, on purpose. && she LOVES the camera, she'll pose for it! awww.. that lil girl sure made my day. (((:

her clothes ROCK. so trendy. her mom's got good taste!

prawnin session

2009-02-07T19:28:00.003+08:00

ytd's prawnin was the bomb. i liked it lots cuz there's quite a number of us! ((:
din catch much prawns though. the m'sian guy gave us some. yum! we had satay and chicken wings too. gotta thank ah ma's bf for gettin us the fried chicken wings. it was superb. there's this REAL CUTE cocker spaniel, lulu. SHE'S SOOO ADORABLE! should see the look on her face. u jus wana cuddle her and not put her down! awwwww.

aftmath, headed to khatib get some food. and then to yishun dam. t'was so cold. thank goodness most of us brought our jackets. chat and chilled. it was great. i really enjoy big gatherings. left the place bout 4 plus. jx gave a few of us a lift back. thanks! realised that jx actually lives jus a few blks away! omg. slow!

mind speaks.

2009-02-03T03:55:00.004+08:00

jus learnt bout the taiwan trip thingy. kinda upsettin and frustratin.

know this : money is a sensitive issue.
its not really bout ppl showin true colors or losing trust or wadsoever.
who wouldnt wana pay less for anything at all? rite? its hard for both sides luh. one has to handle money issues, the other have to struggle to fork out the amt.

i guess some of us may feel the pinch, though the initial deal was to go with no subsidised funds, cuz we thought least we dun have to work our asses off to hit that amt for the trip (since we're all students, money's quite hard to come by.) many were unhappy bout the whole "who's sub-ed who's not" thingy and the reasons behind it. but hopefully the thing will be resolved soon.

thought of some solutions. some may be pleased, some may not. but wadever, its jus thoughts.
- someone could do the handling of money issues, dividin the amt equally.
- subsidise one person per clique so they could split amongst themselves.
- get majority to sign a petition for the SAO to consider subsidisin for all 33 of us.

feedback if u must. would appreciate that. (((:

2 PRETENTIOUS MONSTERS AT PLAY.

2009-01-30T03:45:00.009+08:00

PLAY-ed tonight. and damn it, 2 terrible THINGS escaped from hell and visited earth.

one, is a fake fat-assed two-faced cunt.
like toilet paper stuck to the sole of ur shoe, i'd see her almost everywhere i go! wad luck! please fate, twist ard, so i bloody wun get to see such GROTESQUE sight. t'was awful. since we both jolly-well know we detest each other, why do u still have to pretend. (besides, that was like SEC SCH DAYS? which has LOOONNGGG ended for me, unless u're the childish one, which in this case, U ARE UNDENIABLY CHILDISH.) so that ur frens could have a good look at me and know who i am? god. which era're u livin in? get R-E-A-L. dun have to go on bein OH-SO-SUPERFICIAL. S.X.Y, PLEASE, go figure! u're freakin 18! NOT 10!

the other, jus so happend to be some GUY.. who irritated the shit outta me a couple of weeks back. thought i'd put the past behind, but GODDAMNIT. its not jus me this time, a few others felt the same way! and he could pretend like nth happened. as a guy, its only wrong to borrow from a girl. and its waayyyy worse that u'd borrowed from a girl u barely know, or are hardly even close to! why lie that u're meetin ur frens when all along ur CLEAR intentions was to tag alongside us! that not only is a HUGE turn-off, it makes us not want to hang out with u at all. i dislike u, SO STOP SUCKIN UP! its fuckin gross. jus stay away! if u DO NOT alr know that, then please, WAKE UP? open ur goddamn eyes and for christ sake, and READ btwn the lines!?

wads with these pretentious twatfaced monsters?!? if only i had the power to banish such.

2009-01-29T02:59:00.003+08:00

eve of the eve of CNY. ((:
we had a "bring-a-fruit" bbq. it was so much fun.
insane night. more on jo's blog. (((:
im jus puttin in the pics we took that night.

2009-01-24T03:38:00.004+08:00

man im so in love with "the L word". shane's so goddamn hot!

love the vid! dig the song even more! god!

MAN!

2009-01-19T18:38:00.004+08:00

damn it, im so annoyed with myself. had i not left the bridal shop earlier, i would've been given the chance to work for the fashion show! ergh. least ive got sth to show to apply for the intern at fly entertainment!! )))): fuck. why din i grasp the job tightly. i hate myself for not doin so. darn!

anyways, i saw the super cute crush! and omg. she's got one of the most heart-melting smiles... ((((:
hope to see her tmr!

Funka Prelims 09!

2009-01-19T11:56:00.003+08:00

first of all, grats to all teams who made it to the finals! ((:
dun be upset to the other teams. u guys were great too!

held at NUS, had quite a rough time findin the place. but i must say, the hostels look great. seemed like some condominium. nice.. if only i could study and live there. aft the competition, a few of us headed to town for some ayam penyat. the bus ride there, took forever. left the place bout like 7 plus 8, we reached town at 9plus! by then we were starvin like crazy. penyatting was nice! i like... (((: chilled outside ngee ann with some $1 ice cream. most left for home, joan and i went to attica. woo.. had some drinks on the house. apple shots, jager bomb, baileys shots, lychee vodka, cranberry vodka, and some roasted chicked sandwich! nice~ all the diff drinks were offered by a diff someone. LOL. ash, some angmoh guy, some singaporean guy who lived in melbourne and recently jus returned, surprisingly, the bartender got us a drink each too. and another staff gave us the sandwich. WOO. jealous? had a lot to drink but still quite sober luh. headed back.

2009-01-15T01:43:00.001+08:00

yay! im gng to taiwan! so excited.

jus saw our open house vid on utube, and i sucked. i did badly for my perf. my poise and angles were all wrong and bad. my control and expression is not even 1/4 there. ergh. so annoyin and demoralising. gotta improve before gng taiwan man! argh!

travelling!

2009-01-13T13:07:00.002+08:00

i've been to genting and tioman with frens.. and the next country i'd really wana visit is taiwan with FB! ((: i wana head there with jess and yismin for dance and all. gotta improve!

Open House and post Open House

2009-01-12T20:30:00.004+08:00

open house was over on sat. t'was a blast. really excited to perform on stage again. ((: had like 3 sets of dance back-to-back for one show, and the outcome? tirin but a great sense of achievement and contentment. ((: love it!

on sat we celebrated joan's bday at fish 'n'co, glass house. sabotaged her to sing and dance on the stage, and the manager assisted us. though it wasnt exactly full house then, but we sure were the center of the attention. haha. everyone, even from the upper deck looked over the rails to catch a glimpse of wad was gng on. t'was great. then raizan danced one of the songs that was playin. think it was a nice experience, and i think its the first time they ever let anyone use the stage besides fish & co's veh own band. nice~

so we chilled outside giraffe, jus across the road.. joan and i made an impromptu decision to follow raizan to PLAY, since we've been longin to go there even b4 prod. ((: we finally went there, and i must say.. i really dig the place. the ppl're nice and all. sat was gay's nite. so mostly guys.. only a handful of girls there.. raizan's frens were there too. made a couple of new frens. we're sooo gng back there! i wana go on lesbian night!! (((:

and i think im gng gaga over this girl we saw durin OH. she's soo cute. awwwww. ((((:

roller bladin at ECP!

2009-01-06T03:01:00.005+08:00

a saturday time out with the "family".. twinie, leong and wayne. aud was suppose to be there too, but she couldnt make it in the end due to unforeseen circumstances..

roller blading and cycling, yummy food, chill-out, picnic-with-no-food.. ((: a day well spent i must say.. had a great time with them. like wad leong said, feels like a family day. ((:

anyhoo... here're some of the pics taken.. more family outings! (((:
cny bbq tgt sooon! yay! (((:

welcome 2009!

2009-01-06T00:14:00.003+08:00

'09s new yr countdown was great. though i had work that day, the dinner and countdown aft that was nice. ((:

met twinie, cat, pam and wayne aft work at mt faber for steamboat. yes, its the veh same place we went to for ian and david's "farewell" party b4 enterin ns. joan, aud, sandra, germ, sk and jess met us later in the evenin. we had a few rounds of indian poker while waitin for the countdown to begin. had so much fun with the FHM poker cards. ((: i few nude pics all. nice~
leong couldnt join us cuz he was called back for duty on that day, he video called us instead. but was only for a short while.
so we were not only on a hill top, we were also between vivo and marina bay. thats where the fireworks were. one on our left, and the other was on our rite. ((((:

anyways, the first hour of 2009 was spent watchin fireworks, taking photos and best of all, was the trekkin downhill with barely any form of light, except from our phones, and in the midst of wad seemed like a jungle. it was pitch dark, i swear, and the route down.. feels like eternity..... cat and jess went off, the rest of us went to pam's. damn is her place cool. 4 storey high, plus a basement, which is their own parking lot, and a rooftop garden. total bout 5 storeys high? darn cool. had to leave earlier cuz i had work the next day.. the rest stayed on...

this week's NYP's open house weekend, we're all busy with preps for OH's perf.. cant wait. its gonna be so exciting. ((:
we'll be doin 7 slots over the 3 days. nice~
gosh.. how time flies.. its alr the 6th jan 09! and soon, we'll be passing down, and be grand seniors!! felt like it was only ytd we had our passing down ceremony! gotta and needa improve!!

2008-12-31T03:21:00.004+08:00

happy new yr everyone.

so, prod was over bout like 2 weeks plus, but here are some of the pics i got recently. in costume. ((:
punking and character.
i still really do miss production. oh well..

then again, we have open house soon! yay!
do catch us on the 8th-10th jan 09, at NYP atrium!
NYP's holding the first ever night open house, (must've gotten the idea from the F1 nite race thingy) so do come down and give ur support... or jus come down and grab the goodie bags! its free anyway!

since new yr's i'll be working, here're some of my new yr's resolution..
1. be a better dancer
2. take up more activities
3. learn new skills
basically, 2 and 3 are bout the same.
4. join competitions?
5. get better grades in '09
brain's half awake, so the above are the only ones i can think of.

2008-12-25T02:32:00.002+08:00

xmas eve was spent in school late afternoon, and at rachie's in the evenin! ((((:
super fun. then i tell u, rachie's place, DOPE! damn nice. i love her place. simple but veh modern and cosy. her room, the most eye catchin thing, is the number of belts she has! then the kitchen apart frm the food, there's a rack at the corner, and its all her shoes! omg. so good. i also wan! then got big mirror, can dance. also got a big big xmas tree!

and crystal, her jap spitz, is soooo cute and greedy! awwwww. as long as u have got food in your hands, it will follow u ard! and she kept barking jus now. (((: awwwww. crystal~ and she's sooo duper white. ((:

anyways, we had lotsa food. mee, fried rice, sushi, chicken wings, tofu, cereal prawn, brocs. YUMMY. then we opened her refrigerator, wooo... bottles of the fruitree apple, cans of coke zero, cans of birds nest and bottles of orange juice, and the bestest of all, A DRAWER FILLED WITH HAAGEN DAZS ICE CREAM!!!! *drools*

we watched the "chao mei zhu" show that ian's recorded, and rachie's 21st bday party celebration. ((: had a game of taboo, and it was hilarious when it came to yongzhi and david! their description's... LOL! laughed til we started wheezin. INSANE.

classic favourites of the nite:

"america is filled with ___________"
leong: "blacks"
-> cant rem the ans for this though.

"u draw on ur skin"
david: "then u die"
-> tattoo

yongzhi: "when i walk, got wind. got seh. then i wear the sunglass and walk ard"
-> cool

"the world is filled with ____"
alex? : "shit"

yongzhi: "a girl kisses ian. ____"
nic sim: "disgusting"
-> scandal

leong: "when u go to court u take wad?"
popper ben: "drugs!"
-> vow

there was hell lots more. initially we all took turns. but after 2 rounds we changed the rule. so it was only yongzhi and david doin the description, and the 1 min time frame was removed. lol. ben laughed so hard he rolled on the floor. haha!

so the bestest expression and description goes to yongzhi man! LOL! its so funny no one could copy or beat that expression. ha!

thanks rachie, for inviting us over. we had a great time! (((:

PRODUCTION WAS A SUCCESS!

2008-12-14T18:17:00.010+08:00

hey guys! thanks to everyone for makin this production a splendid and unforgettable one. it has been great, gettin to know more FB family members of diff generations. im really gonna miss everyone. all our hard work's paid off. i cant wait for next yr's prod. everyone's gotta come back again and put up a better show!

2008-12-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

production's TMR! the "nerve-tangling" sensation's at its highest and fastest rate! insanity!! im so not prepared. and and and.. gosh. am i nervous! i can hardly close my eyes though im dead beat with common test and production fallin on the same week! arhhh... we all wana do our bestest we can. its our veh first prod. and all MUST go well!

nervous nervous nervous....

2008-12-01T00:35:00.007+08:00

life's been frantically hectic the past weeks. sch, dance, work.. nonstop. barely have enough time to revise. and guess wad, prod falls on the same week as the common test!! its insanity. everything's back to back, how're we gonna take a breather? gosh.

dance: the late sat was crazy. we started dancin since 10am til 1130pm. to add on, we rushed frm osch to nyp, then back to osch. had our full run ytd, and lots of things have yet to be done! i screwed 2 of 3 genres i took part in. and omg. the tension's breakin in! we've only got bout a week to get everything in place! in fact, less than a week to be freakin exact. gosh!

school: i missed out 2 tests last week and the week before, and ive not studied for either! argh!

work: fuck it. got scolded for nth. jus because we're freshmen, doesnt mean every single thing that went wrong was our fault. damn it. i very well know wad i was doin and im 100% certain wad i did was right. so STFU. mira, never liked her from the start. all she do is boss ppl ard. anyway, the first thing she said to me was, where's the yellow sunscreen?(in the rudest tone) fuck u. i din see the damn yellow sunscreen when i came! she picked on me twice! in less than an hour. how nice. i jus told her off. then i got reprimanded by the bartender for my colleague's mistake?? like hello~ get ur eyes cleaned before u open that filthy mouth of urs. and by one of the supervisors, which again, is not my fault?? i clearly knew where i left the receipts, the order forms, the payment slip, who's paid wad and all. it was the cashier's mistake for keying the thing twice! they keep changing cashier, how'd they keep track of each other's settlement please? i know everyone wants to go home, everyone wants to settle everything asap. thing is, WHO DOESNT? i understand the kind of frustration to not be able to settle the thing quickly. but scolding everyone would not help make things any faster rite? i hate accusations! the whole place was in a mess, how to find out wad's wad? least if its more organized like alfresco, such things WOULD have been avoided. sucks. though quite a number of them're nice, its only that handful that made the day more "interesting".

CAFE DEL MAR!

2008-11-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

cool! jess lim and i got a job at cafe del mar! ((:
started work jus today, and woo! was it good. the ppl there're easy gng and frenly. and we learnt lotsa things. like the diff beers and where they're frm. then the diff glasses and all. kinda cool. so excitin. but i dun wana be under the sun for too longg... i dun wana be too dark man. damn!

*big shoutout to audrey gf, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH! I LOVE U! ((: *

so alicia and cheryl came for the interview today. and i think they might've gotten the job. ((: wheeee. its gonna be an FB place man. 5 fb ppl workin there, and STILL COUNTIN. its gonna be insane! ((((: cant wait!

FB Production 12th & 13th Dec 08!

2008-11-19T03:08:00.006+08:00

FB production's coming up! stress level's gettin intense! the poster says it all. tix are gng at $10.

Ticketing Details
3 ways to Order:
1. Get your tickets at our Production Roadshow
Foreign Bodies Production Roadshow
Date: 20th (Thursday) & 21st (Friday) November 2008
Time: 11:30am to 4:30pm
Venue: Nanyang Polytechnic, Blk A - Fast Food Canteen

2. Through Friends/Contacts/Affiliations
If youʼve got any friends/contacts/affiliations who are members of our club, make your ticket orders through them. Itʼll be alot faster and easier.

3. Email Us
Email us at nyp_fbodz@yahoo.com with the following:
Subject: FB Production Ticket - [Your Name]
Full Name:
Contact No.:
NRIC:
Day of Concert:
No. of Tickets:

- We will respond to you as soon as possible.
- You will be required to do a funds transfer to an account number that we will provide you with.
- After which, you will need to provide us with your Bank Name and Transaction ID.
- Upon verification from our side, we will give you your Admin Number and you will use this Admin Number to collect your ticket(s) from our Reserved Ticket Counter located outside the Auditorium on the Production day itself.

Other Details:
- Tickets will only be given out upon FULL payment.
- There will be no reservations of tickets.
- There will be no door sales.

Go! Get your tickets now!

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2008-11-17T23:23:00.002+08:00

hey guys. huge commotion jus now.

anyways, all's cleared now. so, bboy mahmud's really meant well for the battlers that sat. talked things out with bgirl dian, and learnt alot bout bboy mahmud. (correct me if i got his name spelt wrongly) he's not wad he seemed to be, arrogant and self-centered. according to her(and many others i believe), he's one with lots of patience and understandin. and one who makes a huge impact in other's life. so my deepest and sincerest apologies to bboy mahmud, dian and all the other breakers who was offended by the prev post. im sorry.

2008-11-17T15:33:00.005+08:00

with regards to the prev post, yes, i was offensive in it. and i sincerely apologize.

but jus to let u know, i stayed thru out. so get it in your head. that at least i showed some respect to not leave halfway alrite.

bgirl: i din MESS with anyone. its jus a personal comment.

PS: i dun disrespect the break dancin community at all. in fact i have plans of takin break dancing up. i did criticize bboy mahmud. but its his person not his skills and abilities. everyone has a right to comment, be it nice or nasty. so u can say wadever u want bout me or bout wad i said. i'd gladly accept it. ((:

2008-11-14T01:05:00.006+08:00

went tannin with jess, aud and xh. supposedly germ was to come with us. but she couldnt wake up for it. so, here are the pics we took that day.

2008-11-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

din celebrate halloween this yr. AGAIN. oh well.
then ytd was supposed to go prawning with the rest. but the place was packed. so we went over to wayne's instead. had a game of majong, texas poker, and lotsa satay! yum. then there's like some super tasty red wine too, and root beer with chivas. LOL! wad a mix. but its not too bad. lol. wayne gave me a lift home on his bike! and it was my first time on a bike! super worried, but NICE~ i like! ((:

supposedly to blade with the rest, but many couldnt make it, and it was pouring. so the initial idea was forgone. we had popeye's at the airport instead. teehee. we've soooo much to do!!

LIST OF THINGS TO DO : - WAKEBOARDING! (this is the top of the list)
# ps: the following are not in order.
- WIND SURFING!
- roller blading!
- OBS!
- ice skating
- wild wild wet
- c.c.k swimmin pool
- botanical garden (take pics)
- surfing
- tanning
- swimming classes*
- travelling

okay.. there's sooo much more, but these are the things that we wana do. hopefully soon. but likely aft prod. ((:
CANT WAIT!

2008-10-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

bday was quite a blast! wasnt expectin it to be a good one this yr, but it was. though nth spectacular happened, and not much moolas involved, it was great havin to spend with so many ppl.(: luge with naz and mars, dinner with the family and supper with the sec sch gang. love u guys so much! thanks for makin it sucha wonderful one. ((:

not forgettin, dad, thanks for gettin me a new phone! ((:
bro, for the super cute monkey keychain,
hanjun, ben and musong for that silly vid! LOL. that was one crazy vid.
yz, joel, xl, hx, kim, geok, az, joanne, nic lim, joyce.. for takin the trouble to come down and spend the bday with me..
and of cuz to everyone else, really really am thankful that u guys have entered my life. love all u guys sooo much!! ((((:

2008-10-30T01:03:00.005+08:00

hello hello! somemore pics taken the past few days! woohoo. im estatic! so many cool pics! more to come man. more to come! (((:

BUDS FRM HELL! (((:

2008-10-27T02:21:00.006+08:00

some of the outdoor pics we took :
coolios.
geeks
*gasps!* alicia's boobies! we love~
love this pic man!
ryu's attempt to fart on germaine.

2008-10-27T01:57:00.002+08:00

suddenly recalled the time i went to yishun dam, and the kelong thingy was still there. really a nice place to hang out at.. like its on the waters, away frm the land. (though not too far frm the land) miss it. its no longer there. been taken out by the govt. ):

so went to ming's place jus now with carol and her two other frens. played majong. and we jus got back not too long ago. it's sooo addictive. felt like stayin even longer. but had to go. tmr's rach's bday party! seems so fun and excitin. so nice. jus ytd, went for the outdoor shoot for FB. nice backgrd. like super old school and also street-like. the shoot was rather energy draining. all were beat and tired out, even aft that, we jus felt very much like sleepin in. given a chair, we could jus enter coma state. but everything turned out well. ((:

then went to meet sabby and ian. omg. he lost so much weight in like.. 3 weeks? think 7kg luh! i need the secret receipe! lol.

2008-10-25T01:09:00.001+08:00

photoshoot pics :

2008-10-22T12:08:00.004+08:00

some of the pics taken last sunday. ((: went out with jess, xh and cheryl. took some crazy shots. was pourin the entire day, our plan to go botanical garden was diminished. argh. so we took other random shots instead. went to Giraffe cafe. nice ambience.

2008-10-16T01:04:00.004+08:00

supposedly meetin dezz this fri, but its his bandmates gatherin nite. so postponed to monday evenin. yay!! so nice of him. gonna celebrate my bday in advance. hahaha. cant wait! its been like more than a yr since i last saw him and gang luh. yay yay yay!! (((: thanks dezz!

2008-10-13T01:08:00.004+08:00

had gone for the attica's 4th anni carnival. its so cool. the whole place was "ch-ngged" had like ppl on stilts, masks and everything. dance performance by azizul and his frens, everyone dressed up in all sorts of funky clothes, masquerade party, fashion show, belly dancers. man. was it cool. pics: (ps, i love my red dress! )

2008-10-13T01:01:00.002+08:00

here are the pics taken on the steamboat dinner thingy before dawid and ianny enters NS. venue: vivo and marina deck. (:

2008-10-07T18:24:00.002+08:00

ianny and dawid gng army this week, so we had steamboat on sunday. uber nice place at mt faber. marina deck. dinner was great, the soup DOPE. met up with the gfs b4 meetin the rest for dinner. at first we thought it was some classy restaurant, so most of us wore smart casual. then dawid came, in slippers, shirt and berms. LOL. but okay luh in the end it wasnt too classy, so din really have to dress up. then we had ben&jerry's after dinner. were given a free scoop of this new flavour.. think some pineapple thingy. tasted pretty tropical, and it wasnt that nice. at first it kinda tasted like some antibiotics. but aft a few mouths, the taste sits in, so wasnt that medincine-ish. went back aft that. so the next time we see ianny and dawid, they'd be bald. LOL! jin wen suggested cuttin their hair. but din in the end.. so ianny enters NS today, and dawid's gng in on thurs. took some pics b4 they enter another evolution.

i need moolas.. there's soooo much things to buy! phone, clothes, clothes, and MORE CLOTHES. and shoes too man. wana get an oxfords. saw one at zara. not bad, and quite cheap. $89.90

2008-09-30T21:32:00.006+08:00

f1's ended, and it was a hectic 3 days. worked the entire day! so we got our pay ytd. and damn it took us 2 hours to get our money! -.-

went shoppin with huiwen ytd before headin down to pan pacific. and today, i met up with anna. it's been one hecka long time since we went out. bought a few stuff. miss her so much. okay. need to hit the gym tmr. damn. ive put on some weight. arggghhh.

the past few days, ive been buyin stuff. bought 2 F1 merch. a ferrari tank top, and a bmw sleeveless. were given 2 tops, pants frm mphosis, 3 tops and a maxi dress frm bugis street. (((: need more money! i wana get a new phone!

F1 grand pix!!

2008-09-27T01:40:00.003+08:00

wooo! got a job at the grand pix! though jus sellin merchandise, and we cant see the track from our booth, but BE JEALOUS. cuz, we're : paid $10 an hour, get free puma shirts (though not a very big deal), and durin our breaks, we could sneak up the grandstand to catch the race! hahahhaha. TAKE THAT! (((:

so we were there bout 10 plus in the morn, and we ended work not too long ago.. okay. bout 12am! but its super cool. we were busy almost the entire day, and the food prices there cause a hole in the pocket, ie: a tuna sandwich costs $10 BUCKS! THAT'S AN HOUR'S PAY! -.- but we had free flow of bottles of coke/ 100 plus, and ice mountain. but i kinda like it there. its fun and nice. though the heat's painfully drainin us, literally.

oh man.. i feel so bad.. bro really really wanted to watch the race. he even tried applyin for a job there, but couldnt get in cuz he was under 18. and i got to work there and see the race for myself. dear me.. when i got home jus now, he was on the ps2. playin GT. i think im gonna check out tmr if i could get any tix for him to catch the sunday's race.. man.. i feel so upset for him. ): this thing meant so much to him... gheee. hope im able to get a place for him.

2008-09-24T02:13:00.003+08:00

last thurs went prawnin with twinie, leong, ian and a few others. super fun! there were 9 of us, and we caught 3 plates full of prawns.. damn shiok. ahben toh's gf caught this mega huge prawn! we took pics of it. then this other unknown guy, he also caught a huge prawn. even bigger than wad she'd caught. its like the size of a mini lobster. david's rod got caught in the net above our heads. super funny. cuz nic and leong came to help get the rod untangled. but the malaysian guy had to come over to help get it out in the end. lol. anyways, we all had our fill. nice and fresh. pics to be uploaded soon. need to get frm twinie. ((:

2008-09-18T15:28:00.008+08:00

we celebrated joanne and joel's birthday ytd nite. dinner at pepper lunch, then we headed down to punggol park's bliss. nice place to chill.. here are some of the pics we took ytd.

more tioman pics.

2008-09-16T12:35:00.008+08:00

reason for postin pics differently was cuz they were taken frm diff cameras. so here's more frm kel's cam. (: